Need a new heart?

>> Thursday, December 13, 2007

Holy Crap.

I am flabbergasted. I watched Wired News last night and a scientist took a regular HP printer and instead of ink in the cartridges he put different types of cells (muscle, bone, etc). So guess what he did? He printed a HEART. A two chamber heart that began to beat before it was even done! Layer by layer this printer printed a heart. Wow. He also created a spray on skin for burn victims using their own skin cells, and grew a working bladder in an incubator. But my goodness... he printed an organ!

Just imagine!

Succubus

>> Tuesday, December 11, 2007

A story of a girl just trying to do her job and get by in a hard, treacherous life. Set in the near future, she works for a man who walks a fine line between obeying the law and bending it to the breaking point. Not one to kill unnecessarily, she finds herself in a tricky situation.

Read more...

Two Face

>> Monday, November 26, 2007

I had the most disturbing dream last night. Mike and I arrived at what was supposed to be his/our house. There was a girl there who was his best friend (no jealousy issue) I walked into another room and I can hear her whispering to him that there's no better time then now and to just do it. He walks in and gets down on one knee and proposes! I was so happy and excited, but then I realized it was a dream and calmed down. Then suddenly is flashed back to when we'd just gotten there again, the girl was also there. We were sitting in the living room and instead of proposing the said I was stuck on the friendship level, to which I replied that it was him who wasn't able to move forward with our relationship and stormed off in a huff. From the bedroom I could hear the girl scolding Mike for what he'd said. Right after this the real Mike walked into my bedroom and I woke up. I don't really know what to make of it o.O I would so love to get engaged right now, but I am content with where we are as well. And the girl in my dream, it was like she was me telling Mike what I was thinking in each dream.

What does it mean?

Break Down

>> Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Since opening the page to start this blog I have calmed down somewhat. I have been going crazy all morning about work and Thanksgiving. Work because I have a -lot- to finish up today so that it's all caught up for the rest of the week that I'm taking off. Also I was going to start my second job today, but she didn't email me until this morning, and I don't have my green shirt with me but I do have bunch of laundry with me. So I wouldn't have time to go home and then go back and Mike's busy all day and can't help. So I said it was impossible for me to start today, but that means I need to get a jump start on my cleaning when I get home this afternoon so that I'm not rushed on Thursday morning.

So I'm stressed about cleaning, the apartment is a mess. Most of the garbage and laundry is picked up or done, but it's just dirty. I need to do dishes, the bathroom, scrub the floors bla bla bla. But it's ok, I'm master of the 10 second tidy, just need to turn it into a 6 hour scrub down.

Now about Thanksgiving, apparently we're just sitting at home doing nothing. -.- So then what am I so stressed about? Hahhahahaha.....ha.. ha... ok.. But I think I'm ok now. I got it figured out with Jerrod what they are bringing and he knows what I'm planning on making. Got an awesome recipe from Soul for some cider and I might have Mike help me pick out some wine if the budget allows it. As for the bird, I'm buying it all ready cooked! ^_^ Boston Market is my friend. I can't deal with roasting a turkey right now. Maybe next year I'll branch into that.

So... I'm definitely an over achiever when it comes to this kind of thing, but I really like to make people feel at home and what better way then a huge feast for thanksgiving!?

Russians and Middle School Teachers

>> Monday, November 19, 2007

My Saturday night was just a normal night, unless of course you pay close attention. After walking across the Longfellow Bridge (which trust me, is long) and going to the bathroom in the haunted Omni Parker House hotel, we caught the subway out to the middle of nowhere by the beach. While there, we stopped to pick up some liquor and I was eyed by an African Gray Parrot because I was staring too much. Fast forward about twenty minutes and we're drinking Stoli vodka and a Ukrainian honey and pepper vodka with several Russian immigrants while learning what knife, spoon, fork, table, and chair are in Russian. Up on the roof top we are smoking pot with a middle school German teacher, discussing how half a student in his class might use German outside of school.

Later on a rose is growing out of Mike's chest just for me and we are dancing an Irish Jig to Flogging Molly. Over the course of the night I ate several different kinds of fish, pickled, dried, ect. The dried fish was a whole fish, eyes and everything. Russian host rips off the head and skin and then hands me the fish, telling me to make sure I eat the dried caviar portion of it. It was delicious, but the caviar part was like eating a fish flavored gummy bear that stuck all over my teeth. Our cab driver home was a funny man who had to have been a little stoned. We get into the car and Kev "Oh, this is The Who!" Cabbie: "This is not The Who." Next song plays, "This isn't the Who either."

And so I wake up the next day not knowing how I got from the front door to my bed and with a cut on my thumb I have yet to identify the reason for.

Just a normal Saturday night.

Oh Dear

>> Friday, November 16, 2007

Hello darlings.

We will skip past the 'Oh yay Sox won Sox won' bs and onto the real point of this message.

I've done a bit of soul searching lately. Mostly last night while sitting in a dry tub with all my clothes on, shoes included. We won't discuss how I ended up in a tub with all my clothes on, just know that that's where I ended up. I'm getting a part-time position at a little toy store for the season, yes I realize I'm crazy. But here's the reasoning behind it; I have been out of the world for over a year, even more so since February when I started my current job. I quiet literally have no face to face interaction other then with my friends or neighbors. Not all of this is my doing, but I can't say I've been doing much to reverse the situation.

Money has been tight lately. I have been lost as to how some people have money they can just spend frivolously, when I can not even find money for simple things that would improve my life. They are not needs so I push them aside. This was the first reason for getting a second job for the season, or maybe even permanently if I enjoy it and can swing it. The second reason I have stated above, I need interaction with warm human beings. Not just words on a screen. My mind works well but my body language and mouth have atrophied.

Therefore I am doing this more for my mental health then for the monetary gain. I am worried that I won't spend as much time with Mike, however, this is something I need and we will both gain from it. He told me he felt bad that I felt I needed to get a second job to help out (even though I barely make enough for my own bills let alone our shared ones) but I reassured him as to why I was doing it and he said I could work as many shifts as I wanted to.

So I plan on it. And I'm going to take half of what I make to pay off debt, and the other half to do as I please with it. Which will most definitely be enjoyable. We are also moving at the end of the year which will help slam me back into world of people. New roommates makes for new opportunities and friendships.

It's cracking

>> Wednesday, October 17, 2007

My heart is slowly cracking, chipping off in pieces. My cereal isn't hitting like he used to and my little rookie isn't either. The terrible two have put up some numbers and sexy legs has hit a few. But without home runs we just aren't doing so well.

I was really looking forward to a Rockies vs Red Sox World Series. When is the next chance that is going to happen? Well, if the Rockies keep up how they are doing maybe it'll come around again.

After I'd decided I wasn't going to stay up all night just to be disappointed I went into the bedroom and Mike was talking to Adam. I haven't talked to him since we moved, and he asked to talk to me :D I was pretty happy about that. You know you are a cool girlfriend when your boy's ex band mate wants to talk to you! He fought off all the groupies for me too. Haha I talked to Peach the other day too, I miss those guys. I miss a lot of people from Colorado. I am going to have to make an effort next time Mike and I are both in Colorado together to go hangout with them all again. Between Mike's family, mine, and friends in both northern CO and Denver... oi... I'm going to have to take 2 weeks! It'll be nice though.

This was a pretty pointless post :P Except to say that I am realizing what it is to be a Red Sox fan and that I love being that awesome girlfriend.

What about me?

>> Thursday, October 11, 2007

*Exhibit removed because it was being a brat. Please enjoy the rest of the park. Thank you*

Lost Memories

>> Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Honestly I forgot I had this already :\

I found out yesterday a girl I went to high school with was murdered. Murdered. How does that happen? She was in the grade below me and I had choir with her, but everyone knew her anyways. But not because she was super popular or pretty, but because she was so strong. She had been diagnosed with Leukemia in middle school. Through most of high school she was was battling for her life. She went through surgeries, chemo, all kinds of things. And through it all she was a happy person! She's one of those girls you just absolutely fall in love with. Apparently she married into an abusive relationship, but got out (another strong strong thing to do!) but unfortunately he was jealous when she started to see someone else... and shot them both.

Everyone who knew her is just in shock. How does this sort of thing happen to such a wonderful person? How can one man decide that he is going to rid the world of such a great woman?! HOW DARE HE. How dare someone change the world in that way. How dare someone decide that they are powerful enough and important enough to take someone else's life.

Physical Thinking

>> Wednesday, September 5, 2007

There are more ways to be spoiled then through money. I've never been broken. I've never had to survive after something ended without my planning it. I've always had something to fall back on. The only thing I've ever done all by myself was my Vet Tech school. Interestingly enough I put my whole heart into it.

I need that again. I need to cut the apron strings (Sorry Mike you now have an apron) and toughen up. I don't know right now if I could rely on myself to get through things. I need to explore myself. Scary as that sounds, I'm completely comfortable with it. The idea came up that maybe I need to live by myself for a little while. I've always been terrified of that. Completely terrified. But right now.. that actually sounds ok. I'm not sure why, but I feel like I need something like that. If I can afford it, maybe I should once the lease is up.

A lot of thought needs to go into a decision like this, but I feel like if it's possible, I should. I need to test my own strength and find out my capabilities.

I need to be broken.

But What about the Snail?

>> Thursday, August 30, 2007

"Malnutrition is a general term for the medical condition caused by an improper or insufficient diet. It most often refers to under nutrition resulting from inadequate consumption, poor absorption, or excessive loss of nutrients"

Nothing ever talks about those college age people who simple eat poorly. Over the past week I've experienced irritability, fatigue, general bitchiness, and I still haven't gotten over this damn cold. Today Mike quizzes me on what I ate today like I was an anorexic to which I answered; powdered doughnuts (ran out of cereal shush), and pizza. What did I eat yesterday? An apple, some chick peas and fruit loops. No I'm not anorexic. I simply ran out of food in my refrigerator and have yet to get more. He diagnosed me as being malnourished because of my poor eating over the last week. I need to get back to my Kashi and naked juice!

I hereby make this pledge as of tomorrow to take better care of my body and reverse my poor health.

And then there were 5

>> Tuesday, August 28, 2007

I thought up something that I was going to research and learn about today, then tell all you wonderful kiddos about it. But unfortunately that thought flew the coup and we've yet to track it down. When we locate and retrieve this escape artist we will report back. So please watch this soap opera instead:

As of right now I have 4 roommates. I'm torn between my territorial side and my social side. I really do like having people around me, even though I'm sort of a loner.. if that makes any sense.
But on the other hand I like things the way I like them and with roommates it doesn't always stay that way :P It's a temporary situation, won't be a problem at all, but does make things a little cramped. It's like having a party and not enough seating. Plus I have to be a little more cautious of what I throw on after being in the throws of passion! Oh and don't tell my landlord! He already tried to raise the rent on the neighbors when they had a guest for a few days.

On a side note, I'm going to pass out here in my office. Paint fumes are filtering up these old walls through four floors. Not really supposed to open my window because "I bird could fly in and infect everyone with bird flu." Seriously? Yes, I'm serious. Crappy, worthless Veterinarian. This is why I need to become one. Are those tumors on his chest? "No, he's just fat." 0.0 Oh and the classic, "Just soak it, it'll get better." Honestly.

Blog eh?

>> Monday, August 27, 2007

Apparently I have a blog, who knew. So I guess I'll use it and let my thoughts run rampant! Maybe instead of a zoo I should've called it a wildlife habitat..since they'll all be free to do as they please.

That said, any thoughts that might offend or upset, I do not take responsibility. Upon entering you have given up your rights and will not be pampered. This is a wild life exploration of Jaqi Zoo. Please keep arms, legs, and head inside the vehicle at all time. Otherwise you will be bit. And we do not have medical staff on hand to stop the bleeding or reattach anything.

Have a wonderful trip!

Oh, and also it is advised you remove any shiny objects as the thoughts tend to be attracted to them. They will be stolen and you may possibly be maimed in the process.

That is all.

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