Water and Oil Don't Mix

In light of loosing an entire day on my game last night (*tear*) I started to wonder what would happen if I was forced to live one day over. What would happen? I'd probably run into different people, how would that affect me? It could change your entire life! It could be the difference between living and dying, loving and losing. So so much.

And how would you act on a day you knew you got to relive again? Would you go kill your boss? Ok, so if I got to live today over I would....skip work entirely and just chill at home. Well..but I would do fun stuff and wouldn't I want that fun stuff to last into the next day? I mean, wouldn't I want to have those stories? I wouldn't...

Having to relive a day would not be a good thing.

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A to the D to the ..hey that's that..?

SPRING IS COMIN GUIZ!

Spring and fall are my favorite seasons! Well I guess whatever is just around the corner is my favorite. But I'm super excited for this spring. I'm going to be visiting schools in the next couple weeks and getting all of that started. (yay!) It's narrowed down to....*drum roll* BC, North Eastern, Emmanuel, and Simmons. I've already looked at both BC and Simmons pretty seriously. They are all great, and none of them are drastically more or less money. So, I just need to go see them and get a feel for them. That's all I can do. I've been dragging my feet on this one for so F*in long that it's time to just hick up my suspenders and do it!

Next on the ADD order of business, what the heck is up with my mood today? Yesterday I was miserable and just *groan* all day. Today I took my meds super early so they'd kick in by the time I left for work and dun dun DUUN! I'm pumped. I was even making a grocery list on the bus, but I was getting motion sick.

Ok, one last thing before this post gets too long! Hellgate vs WoW:
Wren wants me to try out WoW. I'll give it a go I 'spose. I told him I could only handle so many addictions though and I -did- just convert my WoW friend over to Hellgate.

Wren's argument was WoW has better end stuff, etc. Well WoW's been out longer. I think Hellgate's more my style but then again I've never actually -played- WoW.

IDK!

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Opiates, Oh my

Early Friday morning I was in so much, intense pain I thought something terribly wrong had occurred. I only got to sleep by laying in one specific position that numbed the pain just enough to keep me from screaming. It got to the point where I couldn't move without being over come with pain. I tried to self medicate which helped to some extent, but the pain had moved up into my shoulders and it felt like I was being stabbed over and over again.

Around two I tried to roll over and was hit with so much pain that I just started to scream. Blood curdling screams that called out to Mike on the other side of the house. He rushed in and was pushing down on me trying to calm me down and finally I had to bite my fingers to get myself to stop. That was it, off to the hospital I went.

Pregnancy scare, ultra sound, IV, Blood work, morphine later I had a ovarian cyst that had ruptured. Since I hadn't moved the blood had settled up near my diaphragm and caused my shoulder pain.

So now I'm on vicodin, ibeprophine, and zrfran. And I'm feeling worse today then I did all weekend. I think my other cyst ruptured. But somehow I have to make my way into Magic Beans so I can earn money :(

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